Proper blog post

Since my last post was basically describing myself in the most awkward way possible, I think it's time to write a proper blog post.

Lately I have been cleaning my room and finding things from my past and I'm suddenly overwhelmed by nostalgia, which isn't necessarily a bad thing, it's just weird. I mean I love looking through old journals or photo albums because I will jump back in time so to speak and relive those moments, but sometimes nostalgia isn't a good thing, which I guess defeats the purpose but I can't think of another word so nostalgia will have to stick.

Since I made this blog tonight, I went through my old blog, which of course all of the posts were deleted years ago when I gave up with the damn thing, but I still could read the 'about me' section. I remember when I made that blog, I was still in New York, and then I went on a 'hiatus' until September when I moved to Pennsylvania. Those postings were probably filled with random garbage about a friend at the time, and how stoned I was. I try not to think about my junior year because I wasted it, but at least one good thing came out of it, I learned who I was as a person and I let my 'inner nerd' come out.

Sometimes I like to think about my life three/four years ago and it's always bittersweet. The people that consumed my life aren't in it anymore, and it's a good thing but it's sad at the same time.

I'm not sure what else I should add besides the fact that for once in my life I know who I am and three years ago I would have loled at myself now. Stupid 17 year old Allison.

- Allison.