Sunday, November 4, 2012

Childlike excitement

Apparently something INTPs have is childlike excitement and I definitely agree that I have it. I rarely get excited for things because nothing excites me, simple as that but I get so excited this time of the year. It's like once September starts, I gradually become more and more excited. For one thing, the weather is cooling off, the neighborhood brats are going back to school, and good TV shows come back on. Plus pumpkin things are coming back which can only mean one thing, Halloween! At least, when I think of  pumpkins I think Halloween. Don't judge me.
October has always been my favorite month, I'm not 100% sure of the reason, but I'm sure Halloween has a lot to do with it. I just October so much, the weather is perfect, the leaves are so pretty, the anticipation for the Holiday season is starting, and of course as I have mentioned 574574854 times so far, Halloween is in October. I remember being in 6th grade and I was reading the Halloween Babysitters Club book and watching my friends' rabbit while she ran errands with her mom, and I remember sitting on the couch and getting so excited for Halloween, and for some reason every time I breathed in I just felt the fall air. Which I know doesn't make any sense, but I swear I can just feel the fall and I get so excited.

Of course this Halloween, was ruined by dis bitch named Sandy but I guess that's okay because I was sick anyways.

For a few weeks now I have been fighting off the urge to put up my little pink Christmas tree in my room and the only reason I didn't put it up was because it was still October and I didn't want to seem obnoxious. I know no one would see it besides my mom and brother but I still felt obnoxious. My best friend surprised me last night with a phone call and that made me happy, we eventually started talking about the Holiday's and she said, "You know what? Who cares if your family thinks it's obnoxious to put up your Christmas tree in November, it's not like it's September besides, if I makes you happy, do it!" So I put it up today and I'm obviously very happy about it.


Sorry about the horrible quality, I used the webcam on my laptop. Basically I put up the little green balls, Power Puff Girls ornaments, and really little Spongebob ornaments. They're the only really small ones I have, so hush. :p

I'm not one to care about my birthday, but for some reason once September comes around I think, oh geez my birthday is in a few months. Once October starts, the feeling grows stronger. Now that it's November 4th  all I can think about how my birthday is next month (December 9th) and that excites me but annoys me that I keep thinking about it. I started working on a list of things I want for my birthday or even Christmas, and to be honest, most of what I want are DVDs and Lana Del Rey's new CD.



I'm just really excited for Christmas okay? It brings out this childlike excitement that probably annoys people.

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