Frustrated

Work has been a royal pain in the ass lately but I think I have reached something good-ish. Cathy pulled me into the office today and was talking to me about the new changes of the store and she understood that I was frustrated but obviously 'gossiping' was not good. I don't think she talked to Randy though because then I would have cried or something. (I'm terrified of Randy and if you met him you would be too.) She said I was a good cashier and she wants me to stay and she's giving me the hours I asked for because I'm good, and to be honest that made me crack a smile. I usually have a blank face when I'm being talked to in the office because why show expressions, they feed off fear and shit. I'm beyond tired emotionally these days. While it's nice that I like most people I work with, it's just ridiculous what they make us do. We are expected to stand in front of the registers if no one is coming through, I understand if it's relatively busy and other cashiers have customers but you don't, but if there's 5 or 6 cashiers and we're all standing in front of them like idiots, that's another story. We are now expected to thank them for being a gold card member. We are expected to  ring up their groceries and instead of just leaving them on the counter for them to grab, we are now expected to walk around and put them in the cart. First of all, how ridiculous is that? If they have a massive order, we are expected to do the same. So every time you pack a bag, you walk around to the other side and put their bag in there and then turn around and do the same thing. Talk about time consuming. We have to ask them about the secret sale, and then at the end we have to circle and tell them how much they saved, tell them how many gas points they have and how many cook ware points they have. Most people want in and they want out, they don't give a flying you know what about hearing how much points they have when they can look at the receipt and see for themselves.

I'm just frustrated but at least Cathy said something nice so I guess that's good. I hope things change around there.

In other news, I saw they had the Dark Knight Rises at work for sale and I almost did thjrhtktrjthrhtkjqrhtkjrthjrktqrtrthjgfjkghrtuhg because feelings.