I haven't forgotten about you, I just haven't been in the mood to blog.
Let's see, Christmas was last week and of course it went by in a flash. My mom took down the Christmas tree today, well I guess yesterday seeing as it's 12:08. I'm going to take down my tree today, which is something I don't want to do.
So Christmas 2012. Let's see. My brother woke me up around 9:30 because you know, presents. I got so many nice things. My favorite gift was Mario Kart and a steering wheel for the wii, which my brother got me. I got some clothes, this Juicy Couture perfume set that I picked out, some gift cards, and a wristlet from Vera Bradley that I also picked out, and some other things. We went to my grandfather's house like we do every year and we hung out there for a while, my one aunt gave me a bunch of gifts, and I was like hot damn. So I talked to my aunt's partner about movies and we apparently both like old movies, and that's awesome. She got me this purple watch and I was like, how did you know I love purple, and she was like, you like what I like. I think she's an ISTP and that's cool. My aunt is definitely an ENFP, so that's good, I'm not the only intuitive person in my family. Okay so as we were talking, I was like, why are Jewish people always so short? And my aunt's partner was talking about how they only marry other Jewish people and I was like, they should just marry some tall Swedish person and my aunt turned to look at me and was like, "Like Heath Ledger!" And I was almost died because thrhjtjrkthjrkthjq. I was like "Yeah." and she was like, well he's dead." Well no shit Sherlock, but I was like... I'm aware. My mom looked at me and smirked because she knows my feels towards that situation. trhtkjrthrkthjrtkrq I was 54574985734985784394758439% done. So after a while we went to my cousin's house which is literally right up the street from my grandfather's house, and we ate lasagna and cake. Oh I got Lana Del Rey's new CD and two Audrey Hepburn movies, and I think I can die happily now. So obviously Christmas was good.
Also it snowed like twice. IT SNOWED. I LOVE SNOW. I CAN'T EVEN.
I took some of my mom's xanax last night and I slept for a really long time. I felt really calm and as I was falling asleep, I was just relaxed and I didn't think and omg I was happy.
I took more tonight, so I'm pretty calm right now. I want to sleep but I needed to blog first.
Since it's 2013 I think I should make a list of 12 ways I have changed since 2012 started.
1) I found out I was an INTP and while it might not seem like a big deal, it certainly makes me happy because it has changed my life in a really good way. It's explained some things about myself. I don't have any words, it just makes me feel better.
2) I started talking to my dad again, and it's been going really well.
3) I started talking to Samy again, and it's been going really well.
4) I got a job and instead of quitting the first week like I wanted to, I've stuck it out.
5) I deleted my tumblr.
6) I just overall grew up.
7) I experienced a real loss that hurt me immensely. We put our rabbit down in May. She was 9 and a half. She was my best friend. People don't realize how much she meant to me.
8) I finally got some confidence.
9) I stopped caring so much about how people viewed me. Maybe it's because I'm not in school and I don't have to deal with immaturity every day, and the only people I socialize with are my coworkers or the customers, either way, I stopped caring.
10) I realized that growing up I wasn't weird or different, I was just myself and that's okay.
11) I re found my love for My Little Pony.
12) Most importantly, I realized that life is short and that I shouldn't give a shit about what people say, because I know I will go far in life.
omg ignore the cheesy-ness. Plz.
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